Female (v2)

Please Try to Understand

Skye to Abigail

[Verse 1]

I know I've hurt you,

And I'm sorry for the pain,

Some days I'm fighting battles

I don't know how to explain.

I'm the one who's broken,

I'm still trying to find my way,

And some days are just harder

Than the ones before today.

I know that being broken

Doesn't make my actions right,

And I'm not asking you to forget

Or pretend that everything's alright.

I'm only asking, Abigail,

Please try to understand,

I'm doing the best I can

With the heart that's in my hands.

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm sorry if I've made things harder,

I'm sorry if I've brought you pain,

I'm sorry if I made your roleplay

Not feel the way it did before.

That was never my intention,

And I hope someday you'll see

That behind every mistake I made,

There was someone struggling to breathe.

[Chorus]

Please try to understand me,

Even if you can't forgive me yet.

I'm not asking you to erase the hurt

Or forget what happened.

I'm asking you to see my heart,

To see that I'm still trying,

That some days I'm barely holding on

And some days I feel like I'm falling.

If you need me to step away,

I'll respect what you need from me.

I'll give you time, I'll give you space,

Even if it hurts me deeply.

But please don't think I'm leaving

Or that I don't care about you,

Because you're not just a friend to me—

You're my sister too.

[Verse 2]

I wish I could explain it better,

I wish I could make you see

That the person who hurt you

Is also hurting inside of me.

I'm not asking for an excuse,

I'm asking for a little grace,

For you to understand that sometimes

I'm struggling just to stay in place.

And I'm sorry for the moments

When my pain became your pain.

I'm sorry for the times

I made our roleplay harder to enjoy.

I never wanted something I love

To become something that hurts you,

And if I need to step back for a while,

I'll do what I have to do.

[Bridge]

But please, Abigail, hear me—

Don't mistake this for goodbye.

I don't want to walk away from you,

I don't want to say goodbye.

I'm asking you to understand me,

Not to carry what I carry.

I'm asking you to know my heart

Before you decide to let me go.

I know I have to earn your trust,

And I know words aren't enough.

So I'll show you through my actions

That our sisterhood means this much.

[Final Chorus]

Please try to understand me,

Please try to see where I'm coming from.

I'm broken, I'm struggling,

And some days I just come undone.

But I'm still trying to be better,

I'm still trying to make things right,

And I'm sorry for the hurt I caused you

When I was fighting my own fight.

If you need me to step away,

I'll respect that and I will go.

But please know I'll never want

To lose the sister I've come to know.

Because losing you, Abigail,

Would break me more than I can say.

You became my family,

And I never want that to fade away.

[Outro – softly]

So I'm not asking you to forget.

I'm not asking you to pretend.

I'm only asking you to understand

That I'm still trying to mend.

Some days are harder than others...

Some days I'm more broken than I let you see.

But through all of it,

One thing has never changed—

I don't want to lose you.

And if you'll let me,

I'll keep trying to make things right.