The First Boy I Had

[Verse 1]

I want to be friends but I don't know how that will go

Will I start to like you again or will you just hurt me again

I just wish you'd tell me how you feel

So that it's not so awkward always between us

[Chorus]

Did you ever think that you would end up hurting me

Cause I can tell you I didn't see this coming

But towards the end you seemed so off

But what hurt the most is that it seemed that you didn't even care

It didn't even last that long

I didn't think it would hurt this much

Especially since you were the first boy I had

[Verse 2]

I felt like it was going good

Beside you not being able to be yourself around me

I thought that it would change

But it just kept getting worse and worse and worse

[Chorus]

Did you ever think that you would end up hurting me

Cause I can tell you I didn't see this coming

But towards the end you seemed so off

But what hurt the most is that it seemed that you didn't even care

It didn't even last that long

I didn't think it would hurt this much

Especially since you were the first boy I had

[Bridge]

I'm never making this mistake again

Letting you in and doing nothing

But I'll tell you this

You hurting me has made me realize what I need

[Chorus]

Did you ever think that you would end up hurting me

Cause I can tell you I didn't see this coming

But towards the end you seemed so off

But what hurt the most is that it seemed that you didn't even care

It didn't even last that long

I didn't think it would hurt this much

Especially since you were the first boy I had

[Outro]

The first boy I had...

Worse and worse...

I'm never making this mistake again.