The First Boy I Had (v2)

[Verse 1]

I want to be friends, but I don’t know how that will go

Will I start to like you again, or will you hurt me again?

I just wish you’d tell me how you feel

So it’s not so awkward every time we’re near

[Chorus]

Did you ever think that you would end up hurting me?

’Cause I can tell you, I didn’t see this coming

Toward the end, you seemed so far away

But what hurt the most was how you didn’t seem to care

It didn’t even last that long

I didn’t think it would hurt this much

Especially since you were the first boy I had

[Verse 2]

I felt like it was going good

Except you couldn’t be yourself around me

I thought that somehow it would change

But it just kept getting worse and worse and worse

[Chorus]

Did you ever think that you would end up hurting me?

’Cause I can tell you, I didn’t see this coming

Toward the end, you seemed so far away

But what hurt the most was how you didn’t seem to care

It didn’t even last that long

I didn’t think it would hurt this much

Especially since you were the first boy I had

[Bridge]

I’m never making this mistake again

Letting you in, then doing nothing but bend

But I’ll tell you this: the hurt you left behind

Made me see what I need, and what I won’t leave undefined

[Final Chorus]

Did you ever think that you would end up hurting me?

’Cause I can tell you, I didn’t see this coming

Toward the end, you seemed so far away

But what hurt the most was how you didn’t seem to care

It didn’t even last that long

I didn’t think it would hurt this much

Especially since you were the first boy I had