losing my soul

[Verse 1]

I wake up alone, your side of the bed,

A thousand memories stuck in my head.

I reach for your hand, but you're not there,

I'm calling your name, but nobody cares.

I look at your picture, I stare at your eyes,

I tell myself love never really dies.

But something is changing, I feel it inside,

You're standing beside me, but you're far from my side.

[Pre-Chorus]

And I'm losing sleep, I'm losing my mind,

Trying to hold on to something I can't find.

Every little silence feels like goodbye,

And every time you leave, a piece of me dies.

[Chorus]

I'm afraid to lose you, afraid you'll let go,

Afraid of the day that you'll tell me no.

I'm drowning in memories, sinking so low,

You're the only love that I've ever known.

If you leave me tonight, where will I go?

If you stop loving me, how will I know?

I'm holding your heart while I'm losing my soul,

I'd rather be broken than be here alone.

[Verse 2]

Your voice used to heal me when I couldn't sleep,

Your voice used to heal me when I couldn't sleep,

Now every word you say cuts way too deep.

We used to have fire, we used to have flame,

Now we're two strangers who remember the same.

I smile when you look at me, hiding the pain,

Pretending that nothing between us has changed.

But deep in my heart, I already know,

The closer I hold you, the faster you go.

[Pre-Chorus]

And I'm losing sleep, I'm losing my mind,

Trying to hold on to something I can't find.

Every little silence feels like goodbye,

And every time you leave, a piece of me dies.

[Chorus]

I'm afraid to lose you, afraid you'll let go,

Afraid of the day that you'll tell me no.

I'm drowning in memories, sinking so low,

You're the only love that I've ever known.

If you leave me tonight, where will I go?

If you stop loving me, how will I know?

I'm holding your heart while I'm losing my soul,

I'd rather be broken than be here alone.

[Bridge]

Maybe I'm foolish, maybe I'm blind,

Maybe I'm holding on to what we left behind.

Maybe tomorrow you'll walk out the door,

And I'll be the.